well, I haven’t got into that kind of achievement. but maybe it’s okay, everything needs time. just like right know, why can’t you just be grateful of all that you’ve got? why are you always ask for more and more and more again until me myself can’t count for my own asks? can’t just say ‘Alhamdulillah..’? you know, by saying that, everything which went wrong will come back to normal, so just try it :’)
cheer up, baby!